Ancestral Events with.... 

~Initiation~

another paradigm shift....

the rug of illusion is pulled out from under me again....

and i am left standing upon the shoulders of my Ancestors....

held by Spirit.

i experience the veil dissolve.

again.

clarity comes

and as i choose to allow my eyes to know what i see,

responsibility arrives.

sometimes it's hard to see what you see and

know what you know.

eventually it's harder,

and definately more painful~

to pretend the illusion is real.

Spirit asks, for the 800th time:

"Did you get it? Do you get it?"

i know the answer.

i jump

i dive

i surrender

i remember.

i let go.

i sob.

i breathe deeply again.

what am i going to live for?

what am i willing to die for?

i see the tiny spark of the fire

has not been snuffed out

by the blanket of shame.

i share who i am.

i receive support from All My Relations.

i am my fire

my mineral

my water

my earth

my true nature.

and i put one foot in front

of the other....and

take the actions

i know to take.

i am grateful for this

now

moment,

and each of your lives.

~Theresa Sykes Brittany, MS